Sunday, 07 March 2010
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eight second ride.
it's been forever, i know. sorry about it -- been working two jobs. busy busy busy. hope you enjoy this one (:
never iron a four-leaf clover, because you don't want to press your luck.
"the chief reason for drinking is the desire to behave in a certain way, and to be able to blame it on alcohol." = mignon mclaughlin.
"condoms aren't completely safe. a friend of mine was wearing one and got hit by a bus." = bob rubin.
"history: gossip well told." = elbert hubbard.
when one bases his life on principle, 99 percent of his decisions are already made.
"i always look for a woman who has a tattoo. i see a woman with a tattoo, and i'm thinking, okay, here's a gal who's capable of making a decision she'll regret in the future." = richard jeni.
"we loved with a love that was more than love." = edgar allan poe.
"come live in my heart and pay no rent." = samuel lover.
there is always death and taxes; however, death doesn't get worse every year.
"no winter lasts forever; no spring skips its turn." = hal borland.
"the engine is the heart of an airplane, but the pilot is its soul." = walter raleigh.
"there is a great streak of violence in every human being. if it is not channeled and understood, it will break out in war or in madness." = sam peckinpah.
xoxo.
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
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we shall be free.
“place your hand in mine. fill the space between our skin with your tenderness.” = tyler knott gregson.
“i’m saying that i’m a moody, insecure, narrow-minded, jealous, borderline homicidal bitch; and i want you to promise me that you’re okay with that. because it’s who i am, and you’re what i need.” = jeaniene frost.
“it is a risk to love. what if it doesn’t work out? ah, but what if it does.” = peter mcwilliams.
“the friend who holds your hand and says the wrong thing is made of dearer stuff than the one who stays away.” = barbara kingsolver.
“when i get really lonely, i think of you smiling.” = glen hansard.
xoxo.
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
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need you now.
i close my eyes and i let my body shut itself down; and i let my mind wander. it wanders to a familiar place; a place i don't talk about or acknowledge exists. a place where there is only me; a place that i hate. i am alone; alone here, and alone in the world. alone in my heart and alone in my mind. alone everywhere, all the time, for as long as i can remember. alone with my family, alone with my friends; alone in a room full of people. alone when i wake, alone through each awful day; alone when i finally meet the blackness. i am alone in my horror; alone in my horror. i don't want to be alone; i have never wanted to be alone. i hate it; i hate that i have no one to talk to. i hate that i have no one to call. i hate that i have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be alright. i hate that i have no one to share my hopes and dreams with; i hate that i no longer have any hopes or dreams. i hate that i have no one to tell me to hold on; that i can find them again. i hate that when i scream, and i scream bloody murder, that i am screaming into emptiness. i hate that there is no one to hear my scream and that there is no one to help me learn how to stop screaming. more than anything, all i have ever wanted, is to be close to someone. more than anything, all i have ever wanted, is to feel as if i wasn't alone.
Tuesday, 06 October 2009
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one man drinking games.
“if you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.” = michael jackson.
i was beginning to see though, that the unknown wasn't always the greatest thing to fear. the people who know you best can be riskier; because the words they say and things they think, have the potential to be not only scary, but true as well.
“when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.” = nora ephron.
i don't let it get me down or cause me too much sorrow. there's no doubt about who i am; i always have tomorrow.
"when kids hit one year old, it's like hanging out with a miniature drunk; you have to hold onto them. they bump into things. they laugh and cry. they urinate, they vomit." = johnny depp.
we are all a little damaged. some of us hide it better than others; but on some level, we are all torn up. we take it out on others and beat through life carrying it all. we will end up damaging someone else and most of the time, we won't even notice or bother to care because we are busy with our little disaster called life.
“and we know it’s never simple, never easy. never a clean break, no one here to save me. you’re the only thing i know like the back of my hand, and i can’t breathe without you, but i have to.” = taylor swift.
you can decide what you want to eat for dinner. you can decide to go away for the weekend. and you can decide what clothes you’re going to wear in the morning. but when it comes to artistic things, there’s never a rhyme or reason; it’s like they just happen. and they happen when they happen.
“when love is not madness, it is not love.” = pedro calderon de la barca.
sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people; but we never forget them. and sometimes, it's those memories that give us the faith to go on.
“it never hurts to keep looking for sunshine.” = eeyore.
the secret is, i trust people much too easily. when someone asks for my attention, i more than happily plunge into their gaze, smile too much and listen too much. i create a false image of someone else on my own; believe their sincerity with my whole heart. therefore, i am my own downfall. and there is not one person to blame besides myself.
"i don’t want to date someone just to date someone. i want to be with a guy who's going to better my quality of life, better me." = blake lively.
there's so much ahead, so much regret. i know what you want to say. i know it but can't help feeling differently. i loved you, and i should have said it. but tell me just what has it ever meant?
xoxo.
Saturday, 19 September 2009
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this is your opportunity --
“i’ll think of another way to get him back. after all, tomorrow is another day.” = gone with the wind.
“for every beauty, there is an eye somewhere to see it. for every truth, there is an ear somewhere to hear it. for every love, there is a heart somewhere to receive it.” = ivan panin.
“we do not need magic to transform the world; we carry all the power we need inside of us already. we have the power to imagine better.” = j.k. rowling.
“WHEN YOU MEDITATE, IMAGINE THAT JESUS CHRIST IN PERSON IS ABOUT TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN THE WORLD. GIVE HIM YOUR COMPLETE ATTENTION.” – FRANCOIS FENELON.
“and sometimes, despite all your best choices and all your good intentions, fate wins anyway.” = grey’s anatomy.
“they say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.” = andy warhol.
“do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you can, in all the places you can, at all the times you can, to all the people you can, as long as you every can.” = john wesley.
“A COMPREHENDED GOD IS NO GOD AT ALL.” – GERHARD TERSTEEGEN.
“the world will always be beautiful in one way or another and the people you meet will always have a story to tell. so look past your glorious backyard and look towards the horizon; find that sleepy everyday magic.” = penelope bat.
“you want me to act like we’ve never kissed. you want me to forget; to pretend we’ve never met. and i’ve tried, but i haven’t yet. you walk by, and i fall to pieces.” = patsy cline.
“she's tough, but she tries to hide it. she's difficult, but if you make an effort, she's worth it. she's worth the effort.” – grey’s anatomy.
xoxo.
